A leap of faith.

How is it that I, in my present state can make a leap of faith? It is not something that I am good at anymore. The concept of faith escapes me most of the time but especially right at this instant. I need earth under my feet. I need the feel of poorly graded concrete pulling at the hole in worn socks.

I am solidly detached. I am sitting crosslegged and untethered.

I am observing where I never really wanted to look.